Oh what a week. Neverending, would be my choice word. Neverending.

I am just hoping to make it to tomorrow morning with no incident. Wish me luck.

I have a new job as Dawn’s booking agent. If this confuses you, let me post an example of an email I had to send her this morning:

Mrs. Osborn,

Here are some upcoming events on your schedule:

ASAP: Rent a car. It must seat 8 (including 2 children) and should be picked up by Mr. Osborn on Wednesday, November 23rd at around 5:30 ish(his flight lands at 5:35 PM). This car will be returned Saturday,November 26th before your 1:50 PM flight.

Friday, October 14th: Dinner around 5ish at Sadies with Mr. Gonzales and Ms. Tavenner. This will be followed by taking in a show at St.Pius High School-Guys and Dolls. Hint: bring some cards and brochures, as this may be a good chance to network. This event MAY be followed by an airport pickup of Mr. Gonzales (SR) and Ms. Horton. Details to follow.

Sunday, October 16th: Most likely, breakfast at Rudy and Marcella Gonzales-of the Santa Fe Gonzales’.

This is your list of to-dos as of today. When other events come up, you will be notified.

Thanks,
Estelle

You know . . . if only I could get myself that kind of service.

I love that I am blogging here at work on Friday morning. To recap my (productive) week at work:

Monday: Arrived at 11 AM, left at 5 PM
Tuesday: Arrived at 7:45 AM, left at 4 PM
Wednesday: DID NOT ARRIVE AT ALL
Thursday: Arrived at 7:45 AM, left at 3:30 PM
Friday: Arrived at 8 AM, (did not work) and will probably leave around 4 ish (if not earlier).

I am a shining star of an employee.

But it all falls in line with the chaos of this week. In all parts of the family. Dawn and the employee situation, Nikkie and her non-employment situation and me and the news that devastated me to my very end.

Last night in Therapy I realized (and yes it may have been obvious, but I missed it) that I led a dual life. Which I did when I lived in NM. In fact, the only time I have ever been “1 Jeni” is when I lived with my Dad in CT. It’s a little scary to think about. I wish I knew how to make myself 1 person again and not feel the need to have all these separate lives. I just keep putting myself in situations, though, where that is basically the only choice. Dumb.

Sigh.

Another weekend. Monday is the Ring the Bell day-THAT will be so cool and I will be up watching. Early. Then you will never have to hear me go on and on about it again.

Quote of the day:

“Oh no! We dropped Aunti Jeni! Aunti Jeni, you OK?”

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