I have 7 drafts. I have tried to find words, flesh out feelings and tell a story. Hell, I have even tried to do some “memes”, but even those have gone unfinished.

I don’t know what there is left to say. My life has become stagnant.

Every day, I fall a little bit out of love with Joe. There is nothing more to say on the subject because nothing has changed. I am starting to believe nothing will ever change.

I am still at my job. I have come to accept that won’t be changing anytime soon.

I tried writing about my new car and how hard it was to walk away from my old car. But I have covered that ground before and there was nothing new to add. I do have my new Prius and I do love it. But it’s just a car.

My friends . . . are also a difficult subject, on which I have little to say. At one time, we called each other family. Now, we don’t even call each other on the phone.

However, last Friday, I DID get to hang out with some amazing woman.And it was fulfilling and fun and one of the best nights I have had in forever. I stayed out until 1 AM, which, apparently, is a little too late for someone my age. (Thanks Ed!)

Ed and I hang out almost every weekend and it has been a delight. We never do anything too exciting, but just the time together is awesome.

There are things, rattling around in my head. For now, though, they are unfinished and I have nothing to say.