I knew what he was really saying. You can’t quit your job. The thought of being able to quit my job in November has been the light at the end of the tunnel. I am miserable. I have been for years, but moreso these last 10 months. I am fairly certain that spending 9 hours [...]
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**Fair warning: This is going to be a whiny, “please feel sorry for me” sort of post. I have actually been resisting writing it, but I am hoping if I can blog vomit it, I can move on a little. Feel free to skip** Man, I feel like a reject lately. I actually can’t think [...]
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Dear Joe, I want to preface this letter by saying I love you. I love you more than I will ever love anyone. I love you more than anyone will ever love you. You are connected to me deep in my soul. This is why all this hurts so badly. I know you are angry [...]
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A few hours ago, I was hit with the sads. I don’t know what happened. I was actually in a pretty good mood today. Last night I found out I helped my neighbor get a job, I had a great conversation with Heidi and I got my Starbucks this morning, even though the Bellevue Art [...]
Posted in Miscellaneous, sad lou |
Tonight, I decided I was done. I can’t take it anymore. I am going to issue an ultimatum. Grow-up, call me back and talk to me or else. Or else I’m done. You will no longer exist to me. I will never ask about you again. When I talk to Dawn or Ed, I won’t [...]
Posted in family, Miscellaneous, sad lou
I think, when I look back on my life, Rilo Kiley/Jenny Lewis will be the music that defines my 20′s. It’s the music I go to when I feel happy and want to turn up the volume and sing along. It’s the music I turn on when I feel sad and reflective. Their concerts have [...]
Posted in jenisays, Miscellaneous, music, sad lou, TNT |
I feel so angry lately. I can’t shake it. I’m angry at my parents. I am tired of being the parent. I know we are all older and we should be taking care of ourselves. Maybe I’m just stupid to think that you should act like fucking parents and not our friend; and not even [...]
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What you say?